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( kenzi . 16 . here . )
Hi I'm kenzi. I like cheese and I am obsessed with Brandon Novak. And Jackass / Viva La Bam / CKY, and things like that. My fav bands include: CKY, HIM, Theory of a Deadman, Green Day, & the Jonas Brothers. That's not all, but it's all I feel like typing. I also like writing fanfics, but I often get writers block =(.
(barneysnewyork 2008 )
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| No one's going to save you from the beast about to strike.1. I took one big step and I looked away And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say I'm always too late .2. We stand breathing the same air, but yet I'm invisible to you .3. Do you remember in December how we swore we'd never change? And even though you're leaving, that our feelings would always stay the same? If it's over, it hurts, but I'm giving you my word I hope you're always happy like we were .4. You can't hold a man down without staying down with him +Booker T. Washington+ .5. People talk of situations Read books, repeat quotations Draw conclusions on the wall Some speak of the future There's no success like failure, and failure's no success at all. .6. There were no more words. The stars were beginning to shine. How was it that their lips met? How is it that the birds sing, that the snow melts, that the rose opens, that May blooms, that the dawn whitens behind the black trees on the shivering summit of the hills? .7. Some men just want to watch the world burn. *The Dark Knight* .8. The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing +Edmund Burke+ .9. Even though we are not that close anymore, and we have gone our separate ways there will always be a place in my heart from back in the good old days when you were my best friend. .10. I've tried to block you from my memory and protect me from the pain
Pretend I never knew you, never heard your name All the walls weren't strong enough and it hurts all the same I wish I could forget you or make you see me now I thought you really cared but it seems you Don't Know How. .11. No matter what my best friend says and no matter what anyone else says I love you, And I'm going to put up with the fights and your bad moods I'm going to last through you not appreciating what I do Because no matter what, I'm so fucking in love with you .12. I Love You the three most overused, misunderstood, && missused words in the english language .13. Dreams are wasted on the stars .14. I hope before the night is through, one fumbled touch will finally hit the spot You've got everything going for you, so I'll go for you with everything I've got .15. I really don't understand how you can be so heartless, considering you have mine | | |
| ....hope for the bestLast night a friend of mine was hit by a car on her way to watch fireworks down by the lake. An old woman was driving and lost control, then hitting Julia. Julia is now in a coma with extensive head injuries. She is about to be a sophmore in highschool and my cousin's best friend. So I am asking you to pray for her. *You're only as strong as the tables you dance on the drinks you mix and the friends you roll with* 
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| Every Precious Moment is Now a Wastean earrly Happy 4th of JULY! .1. Be original, be yourself Because the last time somone tried to make everyone the same, eleven million people died .2. And then I did the simplest thing in the world I leaned down and kissed him And the whole world cracked open .3. Just because you're beautiful doesn't mean you don't do ugly things. Just because you're not pretty doesn't mean you don't have the beauty of a flower. Just because you're loud doesn't mean you hate silences. Just because you're quiet doesn't mean you have nothing to say. Just because people see you happy all the time doesn't mean you never cry yourself to sleep. Just because you are unhappy doesn't mean you can never be happy again. Just because you think it'll never happen, it just might. -xxangel_of_rosesxx- .4. "Because no one could ever love a beast" -Beauty and the Beast- .5. Lately, I've been remembering all the good times we had together, you have no idea how much that scares me because I know if I forget all the bad times, the time you broke my heart, all the nights you made me cry, I know if I forget those times, I'll fall in love with you all over again, and I know my heart can't take that .6. I miss you so much, I long for your love It scares me because my heart gets so weak that I can't even breathe How can you take things so easily? Baby, why aren't you missing me? .7. Don’t give up when you still have something to give; nothing’s really over until the moment you stop trying .8. "I never forgot. Not for one day. I knew I’d find you in the end. It’s our destiny." -Slumdog Millionaire- .9. Open hearted as a heart can be 'cause we all ruin like broken leaves .10. "I was so afraid I lost you" he told her & as her eyes filled with tears, she smiled Because it was beautiful, and because for the first time in her life someone was afraid of losing her .11. And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young And it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened .12. They were letting off fireworks down at the waterfront, the sky exploding in grenades of color. Whatever it is that pulls the pin, that hurls you past the boundaries of your own life into a brief and total beauty - even for a moment - it is enough .13. Honestly, I think about you everday and it kinda complicates my life .14. "When you're a little kid, you're a little bit of everything: artist, scientist, athlete, scholar Sometimes it seems like growing up is the process of giving those things up, one by one. I guess we all have one thing we regret giving up, one thing we really miss, that we gave up because we were too lazy or we couldn't stick it out or because we were AFRAID." .15. And even though neither of us know what the future holds I know one thing for sure: you're the best thing that's ever happened to me | | |
| A smile of joy arrives in me.1. "Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall and realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall. No matter what you say, I still can't believe that you would walk away." -Taylor Swift- .2. There are two kinds of secrets - those we keep from others & those we hide from ourselves .3. I want you to make the effort I want to be sought after, irrestistibly I want to occupy your mind, as you do mine .4. When you can't stop smiling after you talk to him and you still get butterflies in your stomach and that huge smile across your face everytime you see him, that lets you know he will always mean something to you .5. I've blocked out the past for a good reason When someone that means everything to you tells you that you mean nothing to them, you forget the good times and just remember the bad ones so that it's easier to MOVE ON .6. Maybe love, too, is beautiful because it has a wildness that cannot be tamed. I don't know. All I know is that passion can take you up like a house of cards in a tornado, leaving destruction in it's wake. Or it can let you alone because you have built a stone wall against it, set out the armed guards to keep it from touching you. The real trick is to let it in, but to hold on. To understand that the heart is as vast and wide as the universe, but that we come to know it best from here, this place of gravity and stability, where our feet can still touch the ground. .7. The problem is that we hate change and love it at the same time - what we really want is for things to remain the same, but get better .8. You're way too young to not believe its going to be okay .9. I wanna be the lyrics that get stuck in your head all day and you can't help but yell and sing them out loud;;
out of key and off beat .10. I don't care about who you were I only care about who you are .11. Once in a lifetime means there's no second chance. So I believe that you and me should grab it while we can Make it last forever, and never give it back .12. Instead of holding you, I was holding out I should have let you in, but I let you down You were the first to give, I was the first to ask Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance .13. I don't think you're leaving. I think you're running. And what I can't figure out is, Are you running towards something you want? Or are you running away from something you're afraid to want? .14. "Don't you hear it?" she asked, and I shook my head And then she started to dance and suddenly there was music everywhere And it went on for a very long time And when I finally found words all I could say was thank you .15. Stop talking about love
Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody It means nothing It still doesn't mean anything What you feel only matters to you It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters It's the only thing that counts
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| You never even knew about the heartache I've been going through.1. You can rest easy tonight - everything is gonna be alright, I promise. Go to sleep and dream of me tonight. Everything may not be perfect, but at least we tried. .2. She is no longer a person in his life instead, she is a person that other people will remind him of .3. I almost forgot about everything, every little detail. But in two seconds of searing blue eyes, I remember everything that we ever did, said, touched... all of it. .4. Sex appeal is fifty percent what you've got & fifty percent what people think you've got .5. You can erase someone from your mind Getting them out of your heart is another story .6. I'll always remember when you were lost in the rain. I knew that moment my whole life had changed. You told me to save you from all the pain in your heart. I knew that moment we would never part. I can give you everything you need if you only say you'll stay with me. .7. If you're getting pushed away, don't hold on tighter. Letting go when you're getting pushed away is the only way he will feel what it's like without you, even if it's the hardest thing to do. .8. Now the sky is turning blue. The stars disappear one by one as the daylight is nearer. And yes, you're in my head, but that doesn't make you here. .9. You kissed me and every piece went back in place. All the pain was erased .10. And everything I've learned about breaking hearts, I got from you | | |
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