I'm dreaming of a white Christmas

Hey, so I haven't posted in a while, my internet's been down & I can't login at school..
for ASL (american sign language) we have to perform some songs in sign language at the walkway of lights,
I'm kinda excited & kinda scared.. my group chose 'Little Drummer Boy' and the whole class will do 'Silent Night', by Hanson, I don't like the way they sing it...

1.1

You can't ever let go of all the feelings
but you need to let go of him

2.2

Come and whisper in my ear,
"You're very pretty, dear,"
and,
"It'll be alright."
You're lying, but I don't mind tonight.

3.3

The castle, well it may not be a castle.
And it's not so important to be happy ever after,
just that it's happy right now.

4.4

Am I mad at you? Thats your main concern after shattering my world?
Mad for what?
Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies?
Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didnt have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think its crazy crying over it because to you breaking up is no big deal....
Am I mad at you?
No....more like crushed

5.5

Plain women know more about men than beautiful ones do
But beautiful women don't need to know about men
It's the men who have to know about beautiful women

6.6

I dont want to like him anymore and I just can't, I'm obviously not good enough and I'm not going to sit around and wait until my chance until I'm good enough for him.
So I'm just over him.
but theres seriously something about him that makes me like him so much.
since I met him, there was something about him that makes me go absolutely crazy over him

7.7

She gave up beauty in her tender youth,
gave all her hope and joy and pleasant ways;
she covered up her eyes lest they should gaze on vanity, and chose the bitter truth
-Christina Rossetti-

8.8

What is the big fuss about true love?
Fuck true love
It's overrated
Fuck finding it
Fuck questioning it
Fuck obsessing over it
Love is love and the more complex you make it, the less like love it becomes

9.9

So most of the time, I don't know what I'm saying.
I can't turn the words in my head into words out loud.
But oh, if you could read my mind,
understand my thoughts,
I think you'd be surprised at what you'd find.
-hidden_disaster-

10.10

What I'd give to feel the slightest bit alive again temptation has a killer body
That boys got the devil inside him
that boy's got it

11.11

It's never something huge that changes everything
but instead, the tiniest details,
irrevocably tweaking the balance of the universe while you're busy focusing on the
BIG PICTURE

12.12

Rest assured this was no waste of time
Breaking your heart was no plan of mine
Every end is the start of something new
I hope you find someone who loves you

13.13

Maybe its the only way we can finally stand on our own
You know, to hurt each other so much that we have no choice

14.14

"Loneliness doesn’t kill.
It aches, and it taunts, but it doesn’t kill you.
Sometimes, I wish it did."
-Dangerouslyfabulous_x3-

15.15

As much as it sucks to hear someone doesn't love you,
it sucks more to hear that they lied when they said they did
- Radio Free Roscoe-

16.16

17.17

So maybe you and I were supposed to end this way, both going in our directions.
We are two completely different people and no matter how hard we tried,
we couldn't overcome our differences.
No, I'm not sad that it's over between us, but yet I'm not happy either.
We had something special,
but in the end the sparks didn't cut it.

18.18

Sometimes I wish I could just press fast forward to see if you’re worth all the wait

19.19

20.20

Road signs & streetlights are what guide you on your way
Distance doesn't seem to matter much if you've got big dreams at a young age

Currently Hell Freezes Over By Eagles Hotel California see related

I know you don't think that I am trying

I found out that most people think I'm high most of the time for the way I talk and get off subject so easily, whatever, I'm not..

So there's this guy in my english class that I think I might like, he'll look at me and I'll look at him and then he'll smile and I'll smile too, and the teacher will talk and it's all over, but I'll be good for the rest of the day just thinking about that moment we shared and how we'll share another one tomorrow.

.1.

Ask anyone and they'll tell you how happy I've been lately
I haven't felt this amazing in a very long time
A lot of this has to do with you walking into my life

.2.

And when she says she wants somebody else,
I hope you know she doesn't mean you

.3.

Read, every day, something no one else is reading.
Think, every day, something no one else is thinking.
Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do.
It is bad for the mind to continually be part of unanimity
+Christopher Morley+

.4.

The power of a glance has been so much abused in love stories, that it has come to be disbelieved in.
Few people dare now say that two beings have fallen in love because they have 'looked at each other'
Yet it is in this way that love begins,
and in this way only…nothing is more real than these great shocks which two souls give each other in exchanging this spark

.5.

And then, something happened.
I let go.
Lost in oblivion.
Dark and silent and complete.
I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.

.6.

When you look in his eyes and he's looking back at yours, everything feels not quite normal because you feel stronger and weaker at the same time.
You feel excited and at the same time terrified.
The truth is you don't know what you feel except you know what kind of person you want to be.
It's as if you reached the unreachable and you weren't ready for it

.7.

The things two people do to each other they remember.
If they stay together, it's not because they forget; it's because they forgive

.8.

Maybe we're too young and I don't know what's real, but I know I've never wanted anything so bad.
I've never wanted anyone so bad

.9.

If you don't wanna love me then I'll find somebody else who will
Find another kind of thrill
Find another way to fill this loneliness

.10.

Somehow you have managed to get under my skin, more than anyone ever did.
And if every hole makes a scar and every scar marks its place, then I will never live freely without your trace.
And it'll never be fair, I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared.
So I'll forget you.
I'll wash your t-shirt, kill the pillow and cut you out of pictures.

.11.

When you don't have love, it is like there's a party going on and everybody was invited except for you, and you just happen to walk by that house in the rain.
-Dane Cook-

.12.

.13.

I wanted to tell him how I can't get him off my mind or how the mere thought of him makes my heart skip a beat and how I blush anytime someone says his name.
But somehow, it didn't come out like that at all.
It just came out, "I'll always be here," which was true

.14.

A guy and a girl can be just friends.
But at one point or another, they will fall for each other.
Maybe temporarily,
maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late,
or maybe forever.

.15.

I told myself this was gonna be the day.
No more excuses, I knew exactly what to say.
I was going to make my play, but just like yesterday my mind erased,
I let the moment slip away.
Another night I'll be sitting here all by my own, picking up the phone, but I can't get past the dial tone.
Racking my brain, going insane, again and again.
I can't keep going on this way.

.16.

Maybe you still love me.
Maybe you don't.
Either you will or you won't.
Maybe you just need some time alone.
I will try to understand everything has its plan. Either way, I'm going to stay right for you.
Maybe the sun will shine today. The clouds will roll away.
Maybe I won't be so afraid.
I will understand everything has its plan, either way

.17.

She knew the well was far too deep for him to wet his lips
But something told her that he spoke of so much more than all of this

.18.

.19.

And the music doesn't feel like it did when I felt it with you
Nothing that I do or feel ever feels like I felt it with you

.20.

Look at all these quotes.
All about a stupid boy that will never care, who will probably never even see these.
I think we make quotes so girls can realize that there is something better out there,
that there is Mr. Right.
Quotes are almost a reassurance. They comfort you.
And when going through heartbreak, you can realize that there are girls who actually know and feel what you're going through.
Quotes make you realize that boys aren't worth it, yet at the same time, they are.
Quotes talk about holding hands, kissing, tickling and what not.
But then there are quotes about how dumb boys are and how they leave you for some other girl.
I think quotes are just another way of expressing how we feel without sounding out of our minds.
((props to whoever wrote this))

Currently The Complete Hit Singles By Three Dog Night One see related

you will find me here the place you least expected me to be

I haven't posted in a while, sorry.
I've had 'One' by Three Dog Night stuck in my head all weekend.

.1.

I don't think I'll ever be able to look at you & feel nothing
-didyouforget_quotes-

.2.

No is the saddest experience you'll ever know
Yes, it's the saddest experience you'll ever know

.3.

Be open-minded,
but not so open-minded that your brains fall out
+Stephen A. Kallis, Jr.+

.4.

One day, you'll miss me like hell and you'll wish you never fucked it up.
And one day you'll come running back to what could've been yours,
should've been yours.
And you'll see that this time around I'm the one not giving a damn.

.5.

She thinks I'm crazy, judging by the faces that she's making
And I think she's pretty, but pretty's just part of the things she does that amaze me
And she calls me sweetheart
I love it when she wakes me when it's still dark
And she watches the sun, but she's the only one I have my eyes on

.6.

But, I’ve been told that a cheater Is always a cheater;
So I’ve got my pride, and she’s got you

.7.

My thoughts are free to go anywhere,
but its surprising how often they head in your direction

.8.

&& I'm blasting my music so that I won't hear my thoughts,
but it's so stupid because the lyrics just remind me of what I'm trying to forget
How in the world did you manage to get all these people to sing about you?

.9.

The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own
No apologies or excuses
No one to lean on, rely on, or blame
The gift is yours; it is an amazing journey,
And you alone are responsible for the quality of it
This is the day your life really begins

.10.

It makes me smile to know
I'm a constant distraction
in your daily life

.11.

People who think they know everything are very irritating
to those of us who do

.12.

I sink into the lyrics with a sigh.
The music, at least for a little while, fills a sweet sort of ache.
When one song is done, another takes its place.
An endless stream of comfort and distraction to help me for a while.

.13.

When I close my eyes I still see your smile and I still feel your lips
No this isnt love, but its pretty darn close

.14.

It's when you start to get that feeling you thought you could never have again

.15.

Because sometimes it’s easier to say,
"I hate you"
than
"I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes."
Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning.
Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control.

Sorry it's so short, but I gotta go to dinner with my Oma.

Currently Viva la Bands By Various Artists see related

I've Got those Love Sick Blues

.1.

Explain to me how you're so damn naive,
think I don't see
Forget what I said,
you're only good in bed, or on your knees

.2.

The whole room could feel her heart shatter
When she saw them happy together

.3.

Hello again, seems like forever between now and then
You look the same
I mean, you look different, but you haven't changed

.4.

It's one of those life rules that when you don't care about guys noticing you, they most often do

.5.

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain.
Talking to my heart and trying to explain.
Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been.
Yes I do think about you, every now and then. Everyday.

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Come break me down bury me, bury me: I am finished with you

.1.

And it's usually the SMALL THINGS that count
Like when he stared at you from across the room

.2.

I can't read your lips unless they're touching mine

.3.

I had always thought of myself as aware and thoughtful,
but it had occurred to me that most people believed this of themselves.
Even as they cheated on their lovers and averted their eyes from the homeless.
You could ask a wife beater if he was a good person
and he'd probably say YES.

.4.

Here's to the notes lost in the washer, to the memories washed away.
Here's to never forgetting.
Here's to being young and never wanting to grow up.
Here's to waking up next to the one you love.
Here's to believing every lie people ever told you.
Here's to those that just need someone to sleep next to.
Here's to change, both good and bad.
Here's to missing people you care about.
Here's to moving on.
Here's to feeling infinite.
Here's to all the wishes at 11:11, hoping one day they'll come true.
Here's to remembering old friends.
Here's to all the words we never said, and to the ones we choke on.
Here's to holding your breath in that one perfect moment.
Here's to the ones who were on top of the world but fell off.
Here's to every tear you've wasted on people who never cared.
Here's to trying to be perfect even when you know its not possible.
Here's to finding him, and holding on tight.
Here's to the nights spent living for the moment.
Here's to speaking the most honest words you've ever spoken in your life.
Here's to those who fall in love in their dreams.
Here's to not knowing, and not wanting to know.
Here's to those who wonder where love starts.
Here's to serendipity... even if it doesn't last.
Here's to the girls who fall too fast... and know it.
Here's to the songs that make you feel like nothing hurts.
Here's to the ones who bend over backwards to be loved, but aren't.
Here's to everyone who has ever cried themselves to sleep.
Here's to those nights where you just can't sleep.
Here's to every word they said to you replaying, over and over.
Here's to leaping before you look.
Here's to the times I wish I had said NO.
Here's to the times I'm glad I said YES.
Here's to that tingly butterfly feeling you get when he's around.
Here's to the nights when feelings change, for better or worse.
Here's to the first kisses.
Here's to those who survived to become stronger, better people.
Here's to LIFE, as hard as it may be, and picking yourself up when you've fallen down.

.5.

What luck for rulers that men do not think
-Adolf Hitler-

.6.

"Let's be clear: I don't love her, okay?
I just... miss her when she's not around,
think about her all the time,
and I imagine us one day running towards each other in slow motion
and I'm wearing a brown suede vest."

.7.

To find someone you LOVE,
you've got to be someone YOU LOVE

.8.

There's a reason why two people come together & stay together;
they both give each other something no one else can

.9.

I swore I'd walk across state lines to get to you
I just didn't think every ten feet, fate would test me by throwing road spikes down
And yes baby, my feet are bleeding, but I'll see you soon

.10.

True love isn't love at first sight;
it should be love at every sight

.11.

.12.

I know just how it feels to think of the right thing to say too late.
- Robert Frost-

.13.

The way you walk into a room may seem normal to most, but to me, it’s like finally catching your breath after you’ve lost it.
Your embrace is something history books will write about one day.
You could carry the Atlantic in your arms with ease, if needed.
And your heart.
Your heart is what amazes me.
It’s something I wonder if even a God could create.
Your love is what man works their entire life to find.
It’s the kind of thing you could lean the world on.
I guess what I’m trying to say is, I love every inch of your existence.

.14.

I honestly couldn't care less if you like the same bands or you've read the same books.
Tell me one original thing,
tell me one true,
real thing that brings me to my fucking knees that I've never heard before and I'm yours.

.15.

There are some hurts that you never completely get over.
And you think that time will diminish their presence and to a degree it does,
but it still hurts because well,
hurt hurts.

.16.

"Knowing is better than wondering,
walking is better than sleeping,
and even the biggest failures,
even the worst,
beat the hell out of never trying."

.17.

What's it gonna take for you to see that I love you?
I can't think of anything else I could do.
You've taken who I am and changed it all around...
you've brought me to my high, only to bring me back down.
And you've taken my heart.
I don't think you're giving it back any time soon.

.18.

One day you'll realize that the fairytale might be slightly different then you dreamed

.19.

There's that occasional night where you just
break down and cry
because you know that no matter what,
things will never be the same.

.20.

Don't complain about getting old
So many people don't get the chance